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Hi!My name is Dreki (as you might have guessed) and I'm currently living in Germany. I see myself as dragonkin. For me, that means I embody the spirit and soul of a dragon. This might sound odd to you, but this is how my life is! Over the years, I have also been known online as Swind, Catogon, Pura and Terror-of-the-skies.I was born in 2000, the Year of the Dragon! While I was born and raised in Germany, my family has Russian roots. I currently work as a nurse, a job that is very close to my heart. At home, I share my place with two wonderful cats: Millie and Freya!On Discord, I am the creator and moderator of the European-based alterhuman community server called Eurokin! Additionally, I'm a moderator of the r/TheLegendofSpyro Discord server.A few fun facts about me:
- My favorite animal is the tiger
- I'm lactose intolerant
- I'm naturally shy and a bit naive, but also kind, helpful and thoughtful
- I believe in respecting others and don't judge, as long as no one is being harmedMy favorite music
Drift phonk, breakcore, indie, this weird fast anime thing, EDM in generalMy favorite movies/shows
Wall-e, How to train your dragon, Game of thrones, House of the dragon, The Witcher, Miss Kobayashi's dragon maid, Noragami, Food warsMy favorite video games
The Legend of Spyro, The Legend of Zelda: Twilight princess, Draconia, Minecraft, Pokemon Soulsilver, Ori, Fallout 4, The Witcher 3, The Sims 3&4, The Elder Scrolls Online, Biomutant, Ark: Survival Evolved, No Man's Sky, World of Warcraft: DragonflightMy hobbies
- Video games
- Drawing
- Reading
- Micro-posting
- Chatting online
- Taking walks

Gender :     Cis-female
Age :     26
Pronouns :     she/her
Timezone :     UTC+1

Where to find me on gaming platforms
Steam catogon0607 or 1420288339
EA/Origin drekidreki
ESO @wyndscale
Switch friend code sw-7939-6550-6589Want to contact me?
Above, you can find my Tumblr account if you click the blog button, and message me there. Alternatively, my Discord username is wyndscale, but keep in mind that I prefer on-server chats over DMs

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My beginnings in the nonhuman communityI always felt different from other people. Not in the "I'm so different, look at me" sense. Not in the neurodiversity sense. More so that I felt like a different species as the others. Sure, many kids roleplay as animals when they play. But the point is: I never saw it as roleplay. I was genuinely expressing myself as something else. But the real change happened when I was somewhere around 16 or 17 years old. I have moved to my human father, out of the abusive household of my human mother. It was the first time I could really be myself, finally having the time and opportunities to look into myself. Suddenly, I started to feel wings on my back, mostly when going home while listening to music. They would move to the beat, dancing with the melodies. Later followed a tail, then horns. I never told anyone, as some found my behavior I had already developed quite disturbing when I wasn't careful and masking my real self. I can't blame them. I still find it weird, or maybe that's my society-trained, human brain is thinking.
Then, the Covid pandemic came, which lasted a few years and changed the lives of many; like my own. It was the second bigger lockdown, and I spent my forced free time at my grandmother's house, a few days after New year's eve in 2021. I was laying in bed, I couldn't fall asleep, so I scrolled through my phone. I was looking at dragon pictures as always, especially posts of "The Legend of Spyro"; a video game trilogy released on consoles and handhelds back in 2006-2008. It was my hyperfixation... no, more than that. I could feel my paws, claws, tail and more while watching and laying on the side. Then I thought about something:
"What if... I search for this feeling that I'm having? Maybe it is a mental condition, which can be treated?"
Then I did it. I opened my browser and searched for "Humans that feel like they are a dragon". The first result was a german wiki link about dragonkin. Curious, I read what it meant.I was shocked. Literally shocked after finding out what dragonkin meant. I could have sworn I am the only human on earth thinking they are a dragon. I didn't know what to do the next few minutes. I just stared at my phone, in the middle of the night in bed, next to me my grandmother snoring and dozed off to the realm of dreams. I wanted to meet them. The "others" who were like me. I needed to find a way to contact them.
By the time, Discord, a messaging website and app became quite popular. In the next morning after my "awakening", I googled for dragonkin servers. I instantly found several, but I clicked on the first one again. It was Dragon's Cove, a fairly big server for such a niche community. I remember being so happy, so relieved after meeting more of my kind. I asked an annoyingly amount of questions, was so nervous yet thrilled talking to other dragons. I think it went several days like this. I joined another server; Draconic Sanctuary, which I called my home server for a few years. From there, my real journey began. A journey of Identity, knowledge and truthfulness. With the help of some dragons, especially their discussions of phantom limbs, shifts, past life memories and the like I gave the appearance of my dragonself a few last touches. Or... was it my true dragon self?I finally found my people. Finally someone who understood me, with whom I could talk about my experiences. But one thing bothered me; they all had past lives, and even memories from those lives. I had... nothing. And my dragonself was different than theirs. It looked like a dragon similar to a video game character, not something from real life mythology. I felt embarrassed, like some troll who came to their server to make fun of their real experiences. I just wanted to fit in to a community, to people who had the same struggles and wishes like I had. Beings like me who I have found at long last. The next five years after my awakening were full of doubts and trying out different identities.One day, I sat down again. I begged my brain to give in, that everything would be fine if we stopped pretending I was something I'm not. I broke down every tiny aspect of me, wrote down which kinds of phantom limbs I felt, what behavior I had and compared those to the other identities I have took on over the years. I think i knew within what I really was, with a little push of the dragons dear to me. So my journey began again, but this time differently than in the last years. I want to be certain. I try to just tell people attributes about myself I am really certain about. I know I will not succeed in that, probably. But I'm trying anyway. I'm not afraid of letting others know what I don't know. I'm not scared of saying "I'm not sure" anymore.
Yes, I am a dragon. But it is very real to me. I couldn't explain to you why, I do not have memories of a past life. I just have my meditations and feelings. But this is how I look like on the inside, this is who I am. Dreki, a dragon trapped in a human shell.
Maybe it's a psychological phenomenon, maybe I'm "not ready" for any past life memories yet, maybe it's a secret third thing. But that doesn't matter. I know what I am now, or what I should be.I know this journey isn't over by far, but I am confident for the future that awaits me. I just hope this time I will stay true to myself and others, with something more tangible than before. I am hopeful this is what or who I really am, and I won't mess it up again.(Edit March 2026): There is something else I've come to realize along the way. Through my love f my lives, my mate, I've begun to see my draconity a little differently. Talking with him, sharing experiences and thoughts made me consider something I had pushed aside for a very long time. That I maybe do have a past life. That there is something there, something real... I just cannot remember. Not yet, at least.
It doesn't feel like an answer, not a complete one. And oddly enough, that thought doesn't rouble me as much as it used to. I don't feel as incomplete anymore for not having a past life or memories of one. If they are any, then maybe one day they will come to me. And if they don't, then that's okay too.Only time will tell.

This page is a constant work in progress

Draconity facts: What I know about my world, my kind and me so farEven though there are many similarities to me and my world to the videogame trilogy called "The Legend of Spyro", some things I have experienced don't fit this media. I try to base most facts about my draconity on my experiences in the otherworld, which I access through meditation, bilocation and dreams. This is what I have seen so far:Like in the video games, I absorb crystals bits broken off of spirit gems, but I have seen multiple instances where I bit into them and devoured them. They seem to be my main "diet", but I do not need to eat like a biological being. I'm not sure yet if the "eating spirit gems" thing applies to the rest of my subspecies (wind dragons) or if it's just a me thing (most likely).My species is much more feral in behavior than the dragons in TLoS. We play, vocal and behave a lot like earthen animals, but we are also capable of speech. I would call my species "semi-sapient".I have spoken to the ancestors, the spirits of deceased dragons, face to face multiple times. I don't think that happens in the games.The corruption, or the darker side of oneself, doesn't seem to be tied to purple dragons only. So far it feels like every dragon has it.Some dragons live in soceities, cities. Some live in nature and in caves. I myself prefer ruins as my lair. Bonus points if one is on a floating island in the skyI can manipulate my element in different ways than just breathing it out of my maw or around me. I can channel it on specific body parts of mine and do different stuff with it. For example, if I direct my wind to my front paws, I can levitate objects with it.